- Why become a doctor?Why does someone become a doctor? There are much easier ways to make money that don’t require an investment of more money than most people make in five years, along with 8 to 12 … Continue reading Why become a doctor?
- My StoryMy story starts May 2018. About a month before my residency graduation an anonymous letter shows up at HR department which contained nothing but provable lies intended to tarnish my reputation and ruin … Continue reading My Story
- Preconceived notions can be deadlyLast November I noticed that the lump in my armpit, which I had previously assumed was a benign lipoma, was not only getting bigger but there appeared to be new ones on top and … Continue reading Preconceived notions can be deadly
- “Learn to be content in mediocrity”The physician monitoring program for the entire state of Indiana is run by just one single person – Candace baker. She alone makes every decision and there is absolutely no appeals process. It’s been … Continue reading “Learn to be content in mediocrity”
- Watch out for lawyer scumThere are some websites that advertise that they have lawyers specifically trained to help healthcare professionals with substance abuse contracts. Watch out- some of these are HUGE scams. Granted I have absolutely no legal … Continue reading Watch out for lawyer scum
- Michigan HPRP provider listSince I was only given two names in the very beginning, who both had an upfront $400 out of pocket charge on TOP of insurance for “paperwork” only for HPRP (which I didn’t know … Continue reading Michigan HPRP provider list
- Real RecoverySorry I haven’t written in a while… I kind of fell in love. Not kind of, I did fall in love. And it changed everything I would say at this point I’m in solid … Continue reading Real Recovery
- Weed is now legal, but nothing has changedFair warning everyone – with recreational weed being legal in a lot of states a lot more people are partaking thinking that it’s ok, but it’s not for us. I was just told a … Continue reading Weed is now legal, but nothing has changed
- Peth tests are NOT FDA approvedSo I was listening to a podcast called “physician interrupted” (highly recommend) and they did a two part series on drug testing, and guess what I found out? Both Peth testing (blood alcohol tests … Continue reading Peth tests are NOT FDA approved
- False positivesSo considering PEth testing is not actually FDA approved, and the minimum these programs use as a cut off is lower than the court system, what happens when you get a false positive? Well … Continue reading False positives
- Deep Seated CorruptionSo they denied my step 2 request to get out of the 9 month extension I’m under for both the Kratom and the false positive Peth test because I “didn’t meet my contract requirements … Continue reading Deep Seated Corruption
- HPRP IS SPYING ON YOUSince HPRP is apparently spying on my anonymous blog- which by itself is not only a huge invasion of privacy but considering it’s ANONYMOUS don’t know how can be used against me in any … Continue reading HPRP IS SPYING ON YOU
- Site temporarily downIt has recently come to my attention that my anonymous blog is no longer anonymous and could be used against me regardless of the fact that it’s anonymous. The entire point of this was … Continue reading Site temporarily down
- BE WARNED – they are watching youI originally posted this story yesterday and 2 HOURS LATER my therapist emails me saying my HPRP case manager contacted her asking about it. I took it down to avoid any backlash but I … Continue reading BE WARNED – they are watching you
- Life after HPRPI’ve been meaning to write this for a while I just haven’t gotten around to it. I successfully completed my contract 2 months ago after almost 4 years of this shit. They never punished … Continue reading Life after HPRP
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